Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't change anything.
It messes with your mind and steals your happiness.

All I can do is sit here as the departure date slowly approaches and tense up at the thought of getting on that plane on the 15th. Another thing that I am scared of is experiencing and accepting change --- the change of environment, culture, everything. I am scared of leaving everything I've ever known for 17 and a half years and bringing something so unknown into my line of sight, and sound. Something that, when I was younger, I would dream about going back. But I never thought it would really happen. Yet here I am, getting ready to go on the adventure of a lifetime. But...am I really ready?
No. I'm not. People may say I am, but I certainly don't feel like it at all.

Hopefully I will feel ready when I step off that plane, and enter into the cultural diversity that is...India!